Have you ever been asleep and couldn't wake yourself up? I experienced this in the most terrifying way last night. I fell asleep, and started to have bad dreams about various events and people. I couldn't wake myself up. I could here my daughter and I could hear the high winds we experienced in my part of the world last night, but I COULD.NOT.WAKE.MYSELF.UP.
I was in the strangest state of semi-consicousness. I was aware, but I could not make my body respond. I knew it would be close to time for me to get up, but I couldn't even open my eyes. Then I started thinking that maybe something evil was keeping me from waking up. This terrified me even more. It seemed like I tried for HOURS to wake up but I couldn't, yet I was not completely asleep either.
Eventually I was able to make myself wake up. It was only 1:22am. I had only been asleep for a few hours. I have been wondering today, how much of what I experienced was real and how much was it just a bad dream. Was I just dreaming that I couldn't wake myself up? I don' t know. I don't think so because I remember hearing the wind and thinking how loud it was. Maybe I experienced some type of spiritual event. Maybe I have been spiritually attacked. More than likely this is due to my recent psychosis that has taken place since school started back. I keep trying to tell you people how nutty I am.
If anyone knows anything about this sort of thing, please contact me. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org. I need to figure out exactly how crazy I am.